Awesome.

Optimism! must smile!: D

不知道为什么最近很有过年气氛的感觉。。哈哈。。像是年头似的。。大概是天气的原因吧~ 最近的天气超级棒！=）我就是喜欢这种好天气。

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我不会再去想那些让我难过的事，也不想去理会别人的任何一种让人心跳加速或者冷漠的眼光。因为我想我大概也受够了。仿佛我的情绪在之前的日子都不断被这些事物弄得团团转，但是我现在已经学会了。我不会再轻易地像个小孩一样相信他们的眼神，也不会再去理会那些我不想理会的眼光。

Awaiting the renaissance of the Arts as an important, irreplaceable component in the system of the Singapore education.

Awaiting the day when the Arts will be recognised for the value it was truly worthed.

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这世界很大。

身边的一些人渣也不过是这世界上的一小部分而已。

或许你遇到的很巧都是人渣，

但也不必伤心、难过、绝望。

因为这世界很大，人很多。

你会遇到很好的人。

没有必要因为这些人而放弃你的纯真。

灵魂的纯洁是最宝贵的。

如果那么轻易就放弃，

那就太可惜了。

我们所看到的、所感受的，

是一种经验、一种教导。

它能让我们更了解自己是谁、要的是什么、生存的原因为了什么。

当然，悲观习惯的我，也不知道这种思想能够维持多久。

或许下一秒钟我有变成前一分钟，那冷酷的人。

但至少此时此刻我还能感觉一丝希望、一丝温柔的光。

我并不是在说其他人不好，也不是在说自己很好。

我并不觉得自己很好，反而我觉得自己不是一个好人。

双面吧。有好有坏。

虽然说，因为每个人有好有坏，我们应该包含。

但是长期的遭受失望也会让人不禁感到有些绝望。

又或许这是悲观主义者的想法吧。

可是现在开始，我并不会选择哪条捷径了。

我不会再建围墙保护自己。

而是用我所学的，做我自己，临场应付所面对的一切。

我想这样活着才算是有意义吧。

不要笑我想太多，因为只有不断地想，

我才能更坚强、我才不会在未来后悔。

哦对，这样我才能找到我想要的是什么。

你能接受那永恒、残酷、无形的改变吗？

Happy Birthday=)
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I had a real great time with my besties yesterday=)
Sang our hearts out, or rather, screamed our hearts out at k garden.. lolol..
2- 8... 11 bucks.. No bad eh? haha..

Played a fool with sherlyn's scarf, had her wrapped up like mummy; crapped; laughed like a hyena; took pictures; ate peanuts(lol)... We started with Sher's ktv-must-sing: 王八蛋... hahaha.. And then all those power songs we all screamed the lyrics.. Then sang loads of songs, and ended with SHE's song.. Forgot what's its name.. i think is 美丽新世界? A positive song...

Afterwhich, momo parted with us, and e 3 os us went for Thai Express=) E dark soysauce with tofu and season beans with rice was soooo goood! I'd recommend ppl to try it=) Opened my presents there after being urged by sherlyn... haha.. They are damnn nice!! Love all the gifts i received.. I guess now i can put a cross on the bunny slippers under my "wishlist to santa".. haha.. PL got me nail polish~ damn nice! know my taste sia.. haha.. not bad ah PL.. haha.. Then Sher's prez was a pair of gorgeous crystal ear studs.. I dun dare to wear it.. haha.. It's so pretty i'm afraid i'll lose it.. Still thinking whether i should wear it to school or for special occasions, tho sher says i should wear it to school..=)

And then PL and us parted... We went to the malay bazaar at Paya Lebar... The stuffs there are rather cool....~ I think the bazaar's rather unique... The design of items is creative... Bought 3 pairs of earrings at 5bucks.. Their design's damn cool... And bought some other 零散 de stuffs too..

When we left, we took diff buses... And poor me was stuck at amk hub at 12 plus cuz no more buses to my hse.. lol.. so had to ask my dad to fetch me.. He was at bedok.. waited till going to 1... While waiting i decided to do smethng constructive and so i read my birthday cards... My friends are so damn cute.. Sent me laughing and smiling while i read it.. my bhb friends.. haha.. The cards and letter are so sweet.. love em all=)

Anw i slept at 2 plus.. sianz.. And i dreamed about myself cannot remember my notes.. so scary can.. i think abit too stressed la.. haha.. gotta go study le.. jiayou ppl=)

P.S. I've had a realisation that we must use both our mind and heart to handle situations... I've been using too much of my heart.. tt's why i keep getting hurt and upset.. lol.. Oh well.. kempateh neh..=)