No more.

That will be the last tears i'll ever waste like that.
On humans, on judgements.
Now onwards, I'll be stronger. than ever.

Ok, i've found the best way out.
Pray.
Have faith.
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Good luck to myself.

I've made up my mind.
I wouldn't stay there anymore.
I'll move on with all my courage.
Tears and disappointments won't make my faith and heart crippled.
But we've gotta learn to be smarter to protect ourselves.
To those who don't care, u just have to be natural and gentle towards it.
To those who care, cherish and love them.

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P.S. Kim Bum is sO cute:-)

Helpless. But time will let everything fade away.

Fade away.. Real soon...
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I often wonder.....
Do you hate me?
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I watched one epi of e korean hana yori dango on tv.. Surprisingly it was nice=)
E female lead looks so cute when she smile..

Now i support both e taiwan version and korean version.. Sorry to say, but somehow e jap actors seem to be a turn off when i see their posters.. haha.. oops.
Played reversi online with strangers yest.. it was fun=)

My spirit is back=) [!]

I love my sister and my family=)

"Believe in yourself"
It's really important, but people often forget about it.

I haven't smiled much recently. But i know i tried to smile. Tried; but to no avail. haha.. Can't seem to find the energy or reason to smile. Damn the stupid cycle. And it really doesn't help much with the same response to me. Showing me that u're unhappy with me too doesn't make me happier or smile or try to please u with a smile. It only makes me numb when i see displeasant response to my unhappy looks. It makes me feel more indifferent about whether anyone cares at all. Because i dun buy that.It really doesn't matter much, cuz i'm sick and tired of all these. Whatever it is, it's really none of my business. Who r u to make me feel threatened at all? Only passion and love will burn down the walls and ice that's built around my heart=)

The "Precious ones" are the loving and patient ones who would never give up on you no matter what you have done; right or wrong.

Love keeps u warm because you know they'd protect you whether u hate them or not. If u're still holding onto anyone who don't appreciate you, you should learn to love urself more and even better, break the ties with him/her. Cuz it's always the person who cares less who seemingly wins. A person like that isn't worth a single tear or even a shuddle when u get near. Not a single emotion.
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Perhaps things have changed; perhaps I have changed. But it doesnt really matter.

Try melting the ice?

Till then.

掉了-张惠妹

《草莓呆呆》

心疼的玫瑰
半夜还开著
找不到匆匆掉落的花蕊
回到现场却已来不及
等待任何回音都不可得
微弱的风筝
冬天里飘著
回不去手中缠线的那个
没有蓝天
又何必去飞
怎么适合
黑色笑靥掉了
雪白眼泪掉了
该出现的所有表情瞬间掉了
瞳孔没有颜色
结了冰的长河
回忆是最可怕的敌人
故事情节掉了
主角对白掉了
该属于剧中的对脚戏也掉了
胸口没有快乐
断了翅的白鸽
不枯萎的藉口全掉了
曾经唱过的歌
分享过的笑声
在心中不断拉扯
想念不能承认
偷偷擦去泪痕
冬天过了还是会很冷





OH, im so so so so so in love with Chris Daughtry. All his songs are nice~ And there goes the same for Avril Lavigne:D

I've gotten the idea that being emo can make others tired and angry of ourselves. So before any bad things happen, let's make this clear.

I dun give a hell damn on whether anyone respond to my emo entries because im just being myself. If anyone feels tired and sick of this, u have the option to ignore it. Dun come accusing me of being pretentious or causing troubles to u (due to my own emotions) if one day u think u can't stand it anymore, cuz im just gonna say you should hav myob. if u wanna care for me, care for me. u dun have the obligations to do what you're doing.

Ok? clear? anyway nth happened.. im just saying all these based on what i saw about some situations.

很不小心地，最近我忘了怎么笑。换句话说，是笑不出来。
突然发现现实真的很残酷。每个人都想往上爬，最好把你踩在脚下。我无法不自卫。
似乎不笑、冷淡、麻痹就是一种保护自己的好方法。很庆幸我还有家里的温暖。
似乎从前所拥有的那些简单的温柔与单纯也随即消失。
没有感觉的话，就不会有痛。
但是，我也不是很喜欢这个样子。
有人说，拥有一样东西，就会失去一些东西。 我现在是很能体会它的意思。
看起来这一点也不像我。
我想我需要的是时间和更多的温柔吧。怎么会看不到温柔的存在呢？
是不是每个人都厌倦了单纯的思想呢？
很累吧。
加油吧人类。
快快补回力气，找回笑容与单纯吧。

P.S.看了UP 3D， 心情好多了。

小狐狸对王子说：本质的东西用眼睛是看不见的。

Found this at jiayi's blog=)



Very nice! :DDD [minus e act cool actions.. haha!]

And these are really good too!

Would you rather rely on a guy of lousy personal qualities just because you feel weak, or would you make yourself stronger by hook or by crook? I'd definitely choose the latter. Cuz such guys only brings you more troubles in the end. [Note: In case anyone becomes too sensitive, i'm not referring to anyone when i say this]
Obstacles are annoying.. nobody likes it much.. but it's what gives you the chance to learn to be stronger, no? I think it's interesting to observe how oneself changes by time due to the surroundings. Especially if e changes are unconscious initially. It's even more interesting to see how u'd grow to like e changes, even if it's e opposite of what is your original self. I see these changes taking place a little bit everyday, and i try to find some ways to alter it too.. In the process of inventing a frankenstein. Hahaha.. just kidding.. buaiz~

Sherman's Lagoon!

Click the image to read!:D