Mew Kitty~

So cute=)

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Misunderstandings are hard to clear.

But I do hope that u'll look deeply into it before u decide on anything.

Pause and think thrice before u label me.

Thanks.

you ren shuo,

依戀是一種惡習
戒掉了它心就不會那麼痛.

ni jue de ne?

I'm sick, down wif a terrible sore throat, and fever of 38.2.. argh.
The only good thing about this is tt i can skip maths test and chinese lit test! yay!
But still... i'm doing gp tys... argh.. so hard... dno how to do sia.. or rather, i dun have the energy and mood to think hard, what with the sore throat and headache........ sia la.
but if i go and sleep i'll feel like i'm wasting time....
I've got mc for today and tml... duno whether i should still go to school....
If tml still got fever then i dun go le........

I feel like catching a movie and stop worrying or being upset about this and that... This is so sickening.

sian.

I think i've become quite materialistic... the only thing that makes me happy now is watching youtube and going for quick shopping trips(1hour) with my sis=) And she always sponsor me=D
So happy..

Ok la, go do work liao.
BYE.

Wow, this cake on xiujuan's blog makes me crave for some cakey=) *slurp*

There isn't any obligations or rules that says i've got to listen to you or wadever.
Srsly, i don't understand what i'm doing anymore.
Why am i wasting time on such a person like you?
I have spent enough time and efforts on maintaining this strength consuming, insensible thing that takes the shape of its surroundings.
It's not worth it.
It's time to move on, and i won't look back.
Even if i do,
I know i won't be moved.
That's all.
That's the end.
When i've become strong enough again, i'll thank you for the memories then.
But only till then.

不知道为什么，我想到就觉得恶心。
好恶心。
怎么会那么恶心。
甚至比XXXX还要恶。
受不了。
想吐。
*呕吐*
无可理喻。

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我觉得，外表看起来很强的人，心里其实是脆弱的。就是因为害怕才会伪装自己。可是看起来柔弱的人却往往比任何人想象的坚强。我想是因为他们能够面对现实和自己。以柔式对抗种种打击。

Can you guess exactly how many 'last straws' are there when the feelings are still there?
I guess it's endless.
But well..
WELL..
Heck these last straws,
I'm gonna sprint now.



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What had used to be important then, might just be insignificant now.
Doesn't matter...
doesn't matter....
Just smile and move on,
don't look back.
Don't Regret.

I LOVE SOON KUAY!!!
HAHAHA.

我超想到希腊旅行!

Dark Pitches

It's always easy to walk inside, to fall inside those little little dark pitches.
It always takes what seem like infinite courage and strength to climb out.
But once you start to, once you're Willing to go out again, things starts to get a lil easier.

*******

I think i totally went berserk yesterday. Broke down, went mad and did all e wrong stuffs.
Wrong Wrong Wrong.
Godamnit.
I need to sleep early man.
But the funny thing is..
There doesn't seem to be sufficient time to do so.
haha..
funny...

where on earth r u right now..?

si bei sianz ji pua.



I'm studying CLL here in the library(using comp), and so many ppl are chatting about stuffs on facebook... I also wanna play... BUT. For the sake of.... NUS... Must PERSEVERE! BYE~!

价值与人生观相近的人才能长久地一起相处。

Did Jordan Chandler confess that he lied about the abuse from michael jackson?

For one moment, i thought he confessed. But i wanted to know how credible it was..
so i searched and searched for the source of the statement, and after three quart. hr, i found this article..

http://floacist.wordpress.com/2009/07/03/ffs-stop-sending-me-the-hoax-jordan-chandler-article/

Well, honestly, i didnt feel anything for Michael Jackson's death.. I'm not a huge fan of his.. I was shocked to hear about his death, yes, but tt's all..

Tt's bcuz i nv liked his looks.. He looked scary.. utterly scary..

However, after reading the many articles, I feel so sorry for him..

Whether he did abuse the kid before, we'll never know. There're too much complicacy within. However, the treatment he had received from the mass media was way too harsh and condemning than what a man could take. It does seem unforgivable if he had really done so... But if he had really done so, i'd think the root cause was his being abused by his father when he was young.Thus, his crime should be forgiven.

Instead, he had to go thru the torture and treatment from the mass media which by its nature caters to the sadistic cravings of people to hear about obscene stuffs and mockeries. Well, had he been an ordinary man, i feel that the punishments for such a mistake would have been much lighter compared to what he did.
I mean.. At least, as an "ordinary" man, anyone who'd committed a crime or whatsoever would at least be given a chance to turn over a new leaf. But he's not. As a superstar, he cannot confess if he did. he have to choose to deny, whether he wanted to, or not. This is just one factor... There're definitely more reasons as to why his "punishment" was too much even for a man who really am a paedophile.. (i'm not saying MJ is one.. I'm just saying "IF" he was one.)

Well, but if he's wrongfully accused, such a sin committed by the chandlers-- the pain inflicted upon such a man's painful soul would be unestimated.

Whatever it is... I wanna say:

R.I.P. Michael Jackson,
my condolences to his fans;
wishing you the best from the bottom of my heart.

P/S I hope the truth of the case would be revealed one day... Tho it's seemingly impossible.

So many things to do!
I havent contacted PL and mo for uber godamn long time...
Everyone's busy like Whoo~.. Well well.... Less than a 100 days!
AHHH~~



P.S. Wish u were here to talk to me, like u used to.

对于那件事，我总是觉得是我自己的错，是我太残忍。
不过，现在我明白了。
那不是任何人的错。
Things were just not meant to be.

=)

我不想忘记你- 郭静

爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄

我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起




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这世界上只有我们自己会永远爱自己。
没其他人了。
真的。

99 Days! Oh goD!

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It's always hard to start smiling again when you feel you've lost the purpose and meaning to smile.

But it's so much easier once you take the first step out.

For life should be filled with genuine smiles, courage and comforts, be there a reason or not.

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=)

P/S Dying from fatigue tho. Haha... O.O

Somehow, someway, the _______ is often pulled into those tensions that exist between those people. This is a sensitive issue so i shall not say much. But srsly, 清者自清，只要问心无愧就好。 I know it's quite pointless to phrase like that.. But im afraid that if i mention the name there may be more unrests. hopefully not. When will people stop killing themselves?

The core reason behind being philosophical is to protect and defend oneself.

waddya think?

"What Love is to Kids."

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of four through eight year olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"Love is that first feeling you feel before all the bad stuff gets in the way."

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love."

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your french fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don’t yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings."

"Love is what makes you smile when you’re tired."

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

"Love is what’s in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate."

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you’re scared they won’t love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more."

"There are two kinds of love: Our love and God’s love. But God makes both kinds of them."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn’t scared anymore."

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don’t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

"Love is when mommy gives daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."

"I let my big sister pick on me because my Mom says she only picks on me because she loves me. So I pick on my baby sister because I love her."

"Love cards like Valentine’s cards say stuff on them that we’d like to say ourselves, but we wouldn’t be caught dead saying."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you"

"You really shouldn’t say ‘I love you’ unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

Wahpiang! my icecream!!

You know how it felt when u were young and ur icecream dropped onto the floor and you felt so upset? haha..

Well, i was scooping ice cream just now.. and being the violent me, i exerted too much force on the sppon which then acted like a lever, flipping the ice cream onto the wall and then onto the floor. *gulp*

And the worse thing is it's Hagen Daz ice cream. *pulls hair*

haha. ok.. enuff drama..

wahpiang.. it's terrible... Cuz hagen daz belgium chocolate ice cream has got to be the Best ice cream in the world man. You should try it too!

=)

WONDERGIRLS~! haha..



I want nobody nobody but chu!~

Sweet:)

ANW!

Just went shopping~! totally satisfied after the whole week's draining work and stress!

Gonna wake up early to study tml=)

nights~

✿ Soo Min

It's so gooood to talk to urself..

haha..

Somethings are meant to be kept to urself.

Somethings might not even be clear to oneself..

That's why talking helps.

It makes people happier and smarter.

haha.

;)

P/S I've deleted the tagboard cuz lyk i said in the past, i hate to see it empty.
Now i know why i love wordpress more than blogger.. haha..

but i think ppl'll box me with i change back.. so maybe wait abit longer then see how ba.. haha..

WTf.
Freak.
I hate reality.
That's all i can say.

Linda 廖佩玲!<3 My new idol!

She's so sunshine and super cute! I feel happy everytime i see her photo(:
Call me materialistic or whatever! i dun care! cuz she's really so cute!

Today has been a happy day except for one lil misunderstanding which has been resolved!
I'm happy for myself. I think i'm in the sky...................

ok. back to earth.. Tml's math mock test! O.O

Anws chipmunk told me in school that my blog entries are emo! GOT MEH? Where got emo??? I only emo why my tagboard nobody tag!:(
My urge to move back to wordpress is rising fast! Whoo~!

BYE!

I have discovered a new goal and key principle of living my life:

To Appreciate.


Simple, pleasant and knowledgeable.


I feel it is a solution to problems that we face, as well as an important attitude of life.


Eat well. And when you're eating, learn to appreciate the food that you have. How many

people in this world would greatly appreciate the food you're given? Then don't waste your

time and resources doing silly things, procrastinating, watching videos u shouldn't watch,

complaining, gossiping. You'll utilise your energy properly, and want to bring better things to

this world to share with others.


The thing with the world today is, it is too perfect. To the extent that we start to take it for

granted, and start doing all the wrong things that destroys our or others' lives. When will we

realise this and learn to appreciate all that we have? I guess it's not too late for me to start

realising this now. And i wanna remember this forever.


Here's another example of why it can be a solution to our problems, when used with the

enzyme of 'resilience':

If you ever find yourself facing pain and fears in your life, and you take a step back to look at

the situation. Perhaps you'll be able to see the situation in a different light. If you have

experienced a traumatizing experience(unfortunately/ fortunately) of hearing or seeing

someone committing suicide, after talking it out to somebody you may trust, you might just

find yourself feeling lucky that you're alive, that you haven't done anything foolish like that.

You'll appreciate what you have, and move on with greater strength and wisdom, no?


If you ever find yourself in a stage fright before performing, think of how much efforts you

have put in for the performance, and also, appreciate the opportunity of which you've

beenpresented a chance to showcase what you have to your audiences, be it one, two,

three, hundreds, thousands....


If you ever find yourself facing failure with which it seems that there is no pleasant alternative

of choice, perhaps then you should learn your mistake, and appreciate that things hadn't

gone worse. And with resilience, you stand up again, to work and hope for a better

tomorrow.


Appreciate is similar to 'gratitude'. However, i'd prefer the former, as 'gratitude' somehow

feels as if what you're doing is to repay what you owe somebody. It can be used on certain

situations though. For example our parents; i do think we owe them alot.


There were several things that kept me bothered over these months, i've thought of many

solutions to it, but sometimes it's hard not to run away from the realities, and sometimes, i just

can't think of any better solutions than the average ones i had. But now i have, And i

appreciate that.


Do appreciate this too. It took courage to write this, and it took courage to face these.


I wrote this for myself. But if it does help any passerbys, i hope it brightens the world abit.


Ending these with my MSN nick:


Miracles. you've got to break thru. even if u cant. u think. u hope and believe.

✿Soo Min

Don't think I wanna know you

I'm tired of running after you

I won't send you sorry cards

Cos I don't need to

I've given up and I'll never reminisce

I've found a way, I'm getting over this

I'll let go in every way

Cos I don't need you

Watched Ice Age3 today!



I recommend everyone to watch bcos it's sooo cute and funny!!!!!

Love it! I love buck, crash and eddie the most! They are sooooo adorable!

I'll give it a five star. It's definitely worth it(:

btw, if u dun noe,

i only watch 4 kinds of movies:

1. Comedy

2. Romance

3. Action

4. Arts



I DO NOT Watch the followings:

1. Sadistic cartoons

2.Dough/ plasticine made cartoons

cuz in my opinion, they are stupid, meaningless and sickening movies.

This kinda movies makes me sick in the stomach for afew days; even if it's just the
trailer.

3.Horror movies

It's kinda thrilling to watch it.. but imma scare-dy cat in terms of supernatural stuff..

so i dun think i shld spend more money to freak me out. haha..



Tata~



P.S. So much work to do.. I won't be coming here to blog any sooner... Cya!

✿Soo Min

Rock.

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.

I wanna show you how pretty the world can be.

I wanna let you know why i love to take photos, so much so, i've got more than 3000

photos in my folder(:

Enjoy my rare post of photos(:



Have you ever seen a rainbow, oh so tall, so high up in the sky?

My obsession with taking photos of hands
Antique Preferator! spelt correctly?

Brightest moon.



Morning Walk. (Another victim of mine!)
Dozens dozes of love.



Sunset in my eyes.

Flowers taken on my way to school..
Do you know that the hdb area behind the school has pretty sights?

A part of my beautiful school(:

A rare sight of the beautiful sky displayed in such powerful& sharp manner.

Where was i? I was right outside our staffroom(:
Secrets.

Skip.
Stairs.
The reason of why i like brown leathers & stuffs~Do you notice how beautiful cars have become? Even their lights are so crystal- like and elegant:)



Embracing freedom(:

And she ponders.

Note: Farteen does not know i've taken all these photoes; neither did she pose for it. HAHA.


How cute& pretty would it be to have a green star tattoo!

Shadows.





I almost bumped into a huGE spiderweb when i was engrossed in taking these photoes of e shadows of bikes>.<

On the road of Orchard.
Do you like my pretty shoes?(:

Hands



Our school IS PRETTY.


Yao chu shan! Look so cute here:)
Ailing; Me ; Jennifer~
And that's me(:

It was a crescent moon.
It was Beautiful.
I'd Love to have a crescent moon necklace(:

柔情.





summer play.
Someone bully me! haha. Kidding~

Heh heh.
O.O

Few of those rare photos tt we actually look gd in(:





Summer Love.

This is why i love vandalisms(:












Kitty~

That's all for now~ Bye folks!

P/S Soo Min is my new korean name! wahaha~~
This is fun:D