我决定了. 不管结果如何, 我是不会再重考了. 如果进不了大学, 那么我就要去追逐我自己的梦想了.

我是独立的个体, 我根本就不是什么脆弱的小鸟, 也绝不允许这个社会改变我的本质.

终于找到自己了. 好开心. 从今天起, 我会变得更强壮. 我要抱着希望和勇气活着. 我不喜欢看着别人的脸色, 心惊胆战地活着. 我是能够飞翔的. 那为什么要让这社会的看法放弃那片属于我自己的天空? 我知道只要我想做, 我就一定能做到. 只要给我时间和鼓励.

我要突破了.不管走在哪一条路, 我都要突破一切. 这才像我. 才像自信坚强的我.

what momo said is true.. It's better to have a few true friends than alot of fine weather friends.

Wad is friendship? This is a tough question.

Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.
* Elbert Hubbard

My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, you've had a great life.
* Lee Iacocca

It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it.
* W. Somerset Maugham

Friendship is constant in all other things
Save in the office and affairs of love.
* William Shakespeare

"You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can by trying to get other people interested in you." -- Dale Carnegie

"You can hardly make a friend in a year, but you can easily offend one in an hour." -- Chinese Proverb

"It is the friends that you can call at 4 A.M. that matter." -- Marlene Dietrich

"A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself." -- Frances Ward Weller

Friends are born, not made.
* Henry Adams

"To know someone here or there with whom you can feel there is understanding in spite of distances or thoughts expressed ~ That can make life a garden."
-Goethe

"A friend is a gift you give yourself."
-Robert Louis Stevenson

What is frendship? What is love?

Somehow i feel, some of the best qualities a human can have are: sincerity, appreciativeness, intelligence, health& courage... Wad do you think?
Oh yes, and looks. oops.. superficial much.. but still i think it's still rather important... in this superficial world.
Anw, i've just realised, the easiest way to get some quick happiness is to shop.. haha.. It feels so good to get the stuffs that you want, feeling that u've put in the efforts to work and thus you deserve it:) Currently hooked up with Hula& Co. clothes.. and some of Charles and Keith stuff:o)

Let's make our lives more meaningful and happier by sorting out of mind and deciding which and who are the important things and people in our lives. I shall stop clinging onto stuff that slowly but will gradually suck out my energy. Life's short:)

Btw! went to visit the National museum today! Visited the Quest for Immortality Egypt artefacts exhibition.. Very interesting! Should go walk around if u're free too.. Students' admissions are free.. I went w my sis.. But now still not student so have to pay $16:X Then went Orchard and Amk hub to do some shopping:) haha.. Buaiz~

Feel like buying a watch.. but can't bear to part with my $$!~ haha.. wait till i really need it ba! If wna buy, buy a good one:) Got influenced y e Vagary advertisments at the City Hall MRT.. haha.. Everyday have to see the advertisements twice.. It feels like i'm reading e catalogue when i walk pass the ads.. haha.. Very pretty watches they have! haha!

Wahseh... Just watched 妻子的诱惑.. Frigging blood boiling... It's partly because of this kind of man that's why woman must be more independent and strong.. Sometimes even stronger than them.. Just to protect ourselves.. Haiz.. This Encai.. so poor thing.. IF I WERE HER! I'd have divorced at the 10th episode.. She still can tahan till episode20++... Haha.. siao ady me.. Her in- laws are lyk frigging BAD can. and she's so naive.. I think mean in-laws are such a tragedy.. I had a colleague who had mean in-laws.. So poor thing.. came from cambodia and still have to tolerate such treatments.. Think foreigners so good to push around isit..? Next time they had better experience themselves being ALONE in a foreign country almost permanently.. See if they still dare to treat ppl so mean >:D hehe.. Haiz.... so poor thing............

Oh yes! JIAYI! *waves like mad back* HAHA. thanks for reading, and thanks for your advice! Actually i didnt give up psychology! I just wanted more time to confirm if what i want IS really psychology.. so tt i won't regret my choice! haha.. But now dno whether can anot.. Pray for me!:D

Oh well, i had insomnia last night.. till 2a.m. at least.... God, can't sleep without my worries bugging me..

If anyone still bothers to read my stagnant blog, and happens to also wonder how i fared for A Levels, here's my results.. Not veh gd.. But if u're dying to know..

Chinese Lit B
Maths C
Econs C
Mother tongue B
Project work A
General Paper C
General studies in chinese C

D:!

haha.. oh well.. wad can i do? it's fixed ady.. Hope i can get into Psychology... Pray for me ya..

quite disappointed about maths and CLL and GP and GSC..Expected A for CLL, A or B for GSC and GP, and hoped for a B for maths.. yikes.

But one of the best thing is to get a C for econs.. PHEW. srsly. I expected a D man. luckily lor..

I have actually not much of an idea of what i should apply for Uni.. or NIE?? It's either Psychology or English at NIE i think.. haha.. u must be shocked to see the word English.. but yea i like english alot.. GP was one of my better subjects back in sch.. E essay writing part.. it's always e compre that pull me down.. same for Chinese.. Love writing argumentative essays.. I think this time it's oso e compre tt pulled me down ba.. haiz..

Actually i dun have any idea what i should study de.. I just can't make up my mind.. but.. jus now when i look at the websites again, i realise i can fall asleep reading the contents of teaching for some of the courses, but not so for psychology.. I can even smile.. It's really very interesting.. Don't discourage me.. I have enough ppl discouraging me from taking psychology ady.. My parents, my sis, my friends.. but srsly, that's e only thing that i want to learn more about, up to the level of professionalism.. I know it's not easy, i nv said it's easy. But if it's something i lyk, it would be much more satisfying and suitable for me right? If there's anything u want to tell me about, pls speak in a more neutral and 'concrete facts' kind of manner.. What i need is facts and not merely opinions..Tell me more about it, and let me decide it myself.. And dun say things to me lyk: 'Then u go and take lor!' to me.. Cuz it's obviously insincere and sarcastic and it brings us to no whr but misery..

Nyways, i just had the urge to send my applications in to apply for the courses that i want.. then can stop thinking about all these.. it's so exhausting and tiring to make all these important decisions.. I hope i'll get into NUS... i hope.....

Tml have to work again.. I'll prolly go have a late night visit to esplanade again the day after tml.. It's great to sit under the night sky, in the open space, and look at the river and city lights and the lights coming from the buildings.. veh colourful.. And u can think about wad u want to do, sort your mind out, and all.. Or u can just stare into space and not think about anything.. I like e peace over there.. Very comforting.. except sometimes u'll hear some bunches and groups making loud noises nearby.. But it's alright, it's quite safe there.. There're police patrolling around the place...

Oh ya.. i havent book the tickets for Sarah Chang's concert.. and i haven't register for my dance class.. damn it.. if i dun register by next week, i think i'll ask shermaine to teach me piano.. I want to learn something new!!!!!! Though my new love is violin..

Alright.. that's about all for today.. Cheerios.. I think the most important thing we can do now is to be resilient and move on, and see what we can do next.. Though it's definitely easier said than done.. Jiayou..

Haven't really update my blog for quite long.. Let's talk.. haha..

I'm currently working at Nails Nirvana, with 2 great bosses, and nice colleagues.. Oh well, not a fine weather day everyday, but it's still quite alright:) Good pay, and pretty good environment.. But no, i'm not a manicurist.. I'm a promoter.. haha.. I might just change my job to manicurist in mid May... so anw, life has been busy.. all about work, work and more work.. But good thing it's quite enjoyable.. just that sometimes it's abit tiring..

E best thing to do is to go shopping on my off day, and watch tv after my work:D haha.. currently i'm watching 妻子的诱惑.. got attracted to it while i was at my workplace.. haha.. they have a huge tv there.. weekdays 7pm... quite nice! About this woman whose husband fell for her best friend; they betrayed her and tried to kill her.. but it didn't work out, and they didn't know.. She was saved and went back as such a beautiful woman that nobody could recognise, and took her revenge.. Korean drama..

Anw, really hope e kbox session will be on on thursday.. I need to vent some of my frustrations! And do my facial:D haha.. my current working company does facial too:)
Omg, Friday could be our results taking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't believe it man.. Dunno wad to do if anything bad happens.. choy choy.. Prolly go NIE ba.. or poly.. HMM....... dno la.. Pray hard.. & hope for e best.. 12am liaoz.. gtg zzZ..

Good night world, sweet dreams..