If anyone still bothers to read my stagnant blog, and happens to also wonder how i fared for A Levels, here's my results.. Not veh gd.. But if u're dying to know..

Chinese Lit B
Maths C
Econs C
Mother tongue B
Project work A
General Paper C
General studies in chinese C

D:!

haha.. oh well.. wad can i do? it's fixed ady.. Hope i can get into Psychology... Pray for me ya..

quite disappointed about maths and CLL and GP and GSC..Expected A for CLL, A or B for GSC and GP, and hoped for a B for maths.. yikes.

But one of the best thing is to get a C for econs.. PHEW. srsly. I expected a D man. luckily lor..

I have actually not much of an idea of what i should apply for Uni.. or NIE?? It's either Psychology or English at NIE i think.. haha.. u must be shocked to see the word English.. but yea i like english alot.. GP was one of my better subjects back in sch.. E essay writing part.. it's always e compre that pull me down.. same for Chinese.. Love writing argumentative essays.. I think this time it's oso e compre tt pulled me down ba.. haiz..

Actually i dun have any idea what i should study de.. I just can't make up my mind.. but.. jus now when i look at the websites again, i realise i can fall asleep reading the contents of teaching for some of the courses, but not so for psychology.. I can even smile.. It's really very interesting.. Don't discourage me.. I have enough ppl discouraging me from taking psychology ady.. My parents, my sis, my friends.. but srsly, that's e only thing that i want to learn more about, up to the level of professionalism.. I know it's not easy, i nv said it's easy. But if it's something i lyk, it would be much more satisfying and suitable for me right? If there's anything u want to tell me about, pls speak in a more neutral and 'concrete facts' kind of manner.. What i need is facts and not merely opinions..Tell me more about it, and let me decide it myself.. And dun say things to me lyk: 'Then u go and take lor!' to me.. Cuz it's obviously insincere and sarcastic and it brings us to no whr but misery..

Nyways, i just had the urge to send my applications in to apply for the courses that i want.. then can stop thinking about all these.. it's so exhausting and tiring to make all these important decisions.. I hope i'll get into NUS... i hope.....

Tml have to work again.. I'll prolly go have a late night visit to esplanade again the day after tml.. It's great to sit under the night sky, in the open space, and look at the river and city lights and the lights coming from the buildings.. veh colourful.. And u can think about wad u want to do, sort your mind out, and all.. Or u can just stare into space and not think about anything.. I like e peace over there.. Very comforting.. except sometimes u'll hear some bunches and groups making loud noises nearby.. But it's alright, it's quite safe there.. There're police patrolling around the place...

Oh ya.. i havent book the tickets for Sarah Chang's concert.. and i haven't register for my dance class.. damn it.. if i dun register by next week, i think i'll ask shermaine to teach me piano.. I want to learn something new!!!!!! Though my new love is violin..

Alright.. that's about all for today.. Cheerios.. I think the most important thing we can do now is to be resilient and move on, and see what we can do next.. Though it's definitely easier said than done.. Jiayou..

Haven't really update my blog for quite long.. Let's talk.. haha..

I'm currently working at Nails Nirvana, with 2 great bosses, and nice colleagues.. Oh well, not a fine weather day everyday, but it's still quite alright:) Good pay, and pretty good environment.. But no, i'm not a manicurist.. I'm a promoter.. haha.. I might just change my job to manicurist in mid May... so anw, life has been busy.. all about work, work and more work.. But good thing it's quite enjoyable.. just that sometimes it's abit tiring..

E best thing to do is to go shopping on my off day, and watch tv after my work:D haha.. currently i'm watching 妻子的诱惑.. got attracted to it while i was at my workplace.. haha.. they have a huge tv there.. weekdays 7pm... quite nice! About this woman whose husband fell for her best friend; they betrayed her and tried to kill her.. but it didn't work out, and they didn't know.. She was saved and went back as such a beautiful woman that nobody could recognise, and took her revenge.. Korean drama..

Anw, really hope e kbox session will be on on thursday.. I need to vent some of my frustrations! And do my facial:D haha.. my current working company does facial too:)
Omg, Friday could be our results taking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't believe it man.. Dunno wad to do if anything bad happens.. choy choy.. Prolly go NIE ba.. or poly.. HMM....... dno la.. Pray hard.. & hope for e best.. 12am liaoz.. gtg zzZ..

Good night world, sweet dreams..

很失望. 原来我的付出是注定了这样的结果.. 太可笑了.. 哈哈..

没想到, 当别人需要帮助时, 会付出全力、努力帮助他人的我，换来的没有丝毫感激，还被遗忘，还被抛弃。

I'm gonna watch e sarah chang's violin concert! i mean it!!

adfslxdawsievol? haha.

Though im kinda lag, Still i wna say...

我要看《风声》！

It was out last year.. The actors and actresses were lyk e nominees for 金马奖.. whether they got e award or not idk.. cos i dun follow award kinda ceremonies and all.. PLUS! my fav actress 周迅 got act inside.. so i wna watch.. 苏有朋 from 情深深雨蒙蒙、黄小明 from 新上海滩 etc etc!

Displeased about being forgotten. :( Tho i didnt expect returns when i cared, offered advices, was there for him/her when he/she need it, i didnt expect evrything to be so easily forgotten too. Srsly, such a feeling sucks. Feeling lyk what u've done for a close friend wasn't even worth a conclusion in his/ her life. sucks. sianz.

I've put up some new songs:D First one is Chris Daughtry's "Open Up Your Eyes".. I love this song alot.. I listen to it when i'm angry, sad, frustrated or need to destress.. haha.. I kinda lyk its lyrics.. It's really nice, and i'd kinda tear up abit when i listen to its lyrics carefully.. Though it's just fictional.. I mean u can't possily agree with the lyrics cos it's just not right.. It's not as if one would be better if they die.. Suicide COUld be understandable, but it's never RIGht. I would never say tt suicide is a right decision. NEVer. No matter how tough things are, how much i feel lyk just banging the wall.. haha.. I think i'm still resilient and logical enough to seek solution; not end my life or what.. yea.. Btw, I really like Chris Daughtry alot.. I love e songs he sing, though i've only heard Over you, Spetember and this song.. Over You accompanied me through a period of time and gave me the strength and movtivation to discover myself, which is the stronger, better me right now. Different from the weakling in sec school. His voice is full of strength and he sings with emotions.. *heart*

Welp, anws, e second song is Olivia's I'll move on.. It's a touching song though i ain't christian.. But somehow, sometimes, though the lyrics are positive, i still feel abit sad listening to it.. haha..

The rest are some of the songs i had put up last time.. yep...

Anw, Thurs I went to AMK, Bugis, and Far East altogether.. But the most surprising thing is that I didn't buy anything except and Indian slippers and a pair of ear studs.. Really simple and elegant one... Slippers i bought from Amk hub Code Red.. $26.30 after discount.. very bling..! Their clothes oso very nice=) haha.. and studs from watts in..$17 bucks.. quite exp.. but i lyk..

Anw, one lesson that i had learnt today is, Never look down on customers. A Five dollar service could turn into a $10, then a $20, then a $320! Wow, yea? Srsly, i wasn't even pleased to serve him at first cuz he spoke broken English.. sory for being superficial.. my bad:( But he was very generous.. He asked about the strawberry nose thing... I told him 5 bucks.. then turned out to be 10 bucks.. But he didn't even so much Blink an eye when he took out e 10 bucks notes fr his wallet.. Then later i pushed him for e 3 in 1 nose package.. And again, he didnt blink when he took out another 10.. Well The beautician made him get e facial package of $300.. I dun noe if he did at least blink perhaps once this time.. hahaha.. But yea, tt's my lesson learned today..!

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And i just wna mention, a publicised self note, that regarding something i once regretted in the past, that It wasn't, and would never be a mistake for my decision made. I promise. Albeit the fact that it was a rash decision made out of guilt and kindness(somehow), now that i think about it months later, i've decided tt it wasnt a wrong decision, and i wouldnt regret about it no more=) Yup, tt's about it..

Bye!

I never knew that looking for jobs could be such a troublesome and hard task until now. haha.

anw, i'm such a big head. i didnt put up e music bar the last time i tot i did. haha. so, sorry, & enjoy. haha.. srsly i wonder how many actually reads my blog.. haha.. nvm.. self entertain!=) hahaha..

Anw, i have a new idol: (晏) 彭于晏~~~~~~~~~:DDDD

Super duper cute. i love his character in 《蜂蜜幸运草》.. Very funny, very weird, but kind and smart. 超有性格！

Anw, recently, im up to::::
Country Story!
&
新上海滩！

haha.. yes.. lagg again.. country story's been up for such a long time.. but i've only started playing it like... yest or the day before.. hope i'll level up soon!:D

新上海滩 is such an AWESOME drama. better than many other shows today... It has depth, suspense, violence, romance, realism, gd looking men& women.. everything is good. haha.. go watch if u're free ba! I'm gna watch now.. bye!

New songs!

hahaha. not new la. but still nice~

Fallin for you- colbie calliat
Lucky- Jason Mraz& colbie c.
Sorry sorry- Super junior

:DD

Enjoy~

P.S. 蜂蜜幸运草 is damn nice!

There's something wrong with blogger anD my keyboard.. so irritating.. anw, sorry for the late reply to priya and heng heng's comments! gomen-ne! hehe.

To priya!: Yes, u're absolutely right..! i need an open roof top to stargaze! koala knows me very well!:DDD

Heng heng world!: yea! i'll go to the open house.. but do you know when it'll be held? & im also considering accounting but i have noo idea wad it's all about.. wad they learn and all... do u? tell me more! Thanks for the advices!:)))

I wish i can work in the police force, navy, army, air force next time. totally cool.

Anw, i've watched Avatar..! haha.. somehow, i've got the same feeling towards it as i have for Titanic.. I dun worship them.. but i think they're nice.. I especially like the fact that it's got a huge portion of it screened in real life in forests, new zealand etc.. It'll e so cool to be in such a beautiful forest IF u know u'll be safe.. hahaha..

Anw, the new wardrobe will be delivered here tml~ so eggciting!

Gna watch you-tubey. Buaiz~ ;)

Hey........... Was I conned???

I never thought I'd have the chAnce to even think thrice on such issues. But right now the situation is, i actually signed some forms and decided on opening an account for savings.. WELL, the person said he was from POSB. But now idk. ZZZZZZZ. terrile right? How? I really duno how.

I went back to the place to see if they were still there today, but they weren't. So i told e customer service counter about it and they said they'd contact me again tml. and i called many banks and insurance companies to check if they had such promotions and policies. but to no avail that is. sucks.

I'm gonna wait for afew more days for them to send me anymore information. I think it's probably some insurance company. I hope so. I have no documents, no idea wad's his name, no idea wad's their company. If he was a conman, i hope he'd just take e 70 and leave me alone. Wad i'm worried about the most is the stuff i signed and thumbprinted. I was sO STUPID. man. I srsly DON't know what got to me that day cuz i'm usually very careful about such stuffs. Pray for me ya? u duno how worried I am. I'll probably create a new account and transfer my acct money.

Does anyone know anything like tt? I wasn't the only one who signed e stuff.. There were quite alot of ppl if im not wrong. It was at Tiong Bahru anw.

I hope it is an insurance company only. That way i can cancel my plan. Wad else can i do?

I think i've turned dumb. Have I? Oh god.