Monday, November 8, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Monday, October 18, 2010
Thursday, September 23, 2010
有时候我会讨厌自己.. 为什么不爱说话? 为什么常常让人误会自己? 不过今天突然发觉, 我就是我自己, 试着避免误会的产生是重要的.. 但是有些无法撇清的事情, 我虽然有努力地原谅和安慰自己, 但是还是没办法完全原谅自己的愚蠢.. 但是我知道我是个怎样的人.. 只要有更多的时间, 我想这些误会一定会化解的.. 所以我不要那么苛责自己.. 也不要因此封闭自己的灵魂.. 因为他们认为的都只是在搞不清楚状况的情形下做出的判断.. 要是被过去捆绑着, 就会容易失去现在.. 那现在就变成以后的遗憾.. 这样持续下去.. 一生不都是遗憾吗？ 我不会允许自己创造自己的悲剧的.. 犯错没关系.. 要学.. 最讨厌犯同样的错误..
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
I wanna change my hairstyle.. haha.. but dunno should change until what kind lei? haha..
Cut it shorter? Or highlight a little? haha.. Should I perm my hair? Or should I try out those hairstyles tt's longer in front and shorter at the back? Opinions pls? Or maybe I should just let it grow until really long and then perm it.. haha.. Maybe the last one hor? Since I've been cutting it the previous months..
Anw, today is National Day! So, Happy Birthday Singapore!~ I love you, Singapore!:D
I honestly feel that I'm very fortunate to be borned in Singapore.. There's a great emphasis on education, we put racial harmony on a high note, and there're progressions in many areas like technology, medical and fashion and all.. And the peace that we own here in SG is really something we ought to be proud of.. But of course, as we've always been reminded of, we can't take all these for granted.. The People is one of our greatest resources, and so if we take things for granted; ain't responsible for our speech &actions, or rely too much on the government or others for their own progressions, I guess we'd be progressing at a really slow rate, or perhaps, could we be even falling backwards?
But all in all, I'm elated that this is Singapore's 45th Birthday, and I hope everyone of us Singaporeans, PRs and foreigners would rejoice and feel proud of Singapore. :)
Our people's put in so much and we've come so far.. So let's celebrate today whether u're at home watching the parade on tv, or outside enjoying yourself~
Happy 45th Birthday Singapore! *Loves*
xoxo,
Boonie
Cut it shorter? Or highlight a little? haha.. Should I perm my hair? Or should I try out those hairstyles tt's longer in front and shorter at the back? Opinions pls? Or maybe I should just let it grow until really long and then perm it.. haha.. Maybe the last one hor? Since I've been cutting it the previous months..
Anw, today is National Day! So, Happy Birthday Singapore!~ I love you, Singapore!:D
I honestly feel that I'm very fortunate to be borned in Singapore.. There's a great emphasis on education, we put racial harmony on a high note, and there're progressions in many areas like technology, medical and fashion and all.. And the peace that we own here in SG is really something we ought to be proud of.. But of course, as we've always been reminded of, we can't take all these for granted.. The People is one of our greatest resources, and so if we take things for granted; ain't responsible for our speech &actions, or rely too much on the government or others for their own progressions, I guess we'd be progressing at a really slow rate, or perhaps, could we be even falling backwards?
But all in all, I'm elated that this is Singapore's 45th Birthday, and I hope everyone of us Singaporeans, PRs and foreigners would rejoice and feel proud of Singapore. :)
Our people's put in so much and we've come so far.. So let's celebrate today whether u're at home watching the parade on tv, or outside enjoying yourself~
Happy 45th Birthday Singapore! *Loves*
xoxo,
Boonie
Sunday, June 27, 2010
Hey hey blogger~~ sorry i hadnt spent time here for quite some time><
u can put the blame on fb and my new need for higher privacy, which led to my starting to write in a diary..
You know, I've finally found the joy of writing in a diary. Last time when i tried to write in a diary, e attempts all didnt last.. cos e diarys are too cute and i have to control my handwriting when i write on a nice piece of paper so tt i won't spoil it(tho e handwriting's still messy. HA.).. Or else it'd be tt i didnt really understand the principle tt u've got to write it in ur own style, ur own creative way, and not forcing urself to write in the format of those novel diaries and all...(which i cldn't grasp previously) But anw e joy of writing a diary is tt u can organise and understand ur thoughts better, and u don't have to restrict urself so much on what u write, cuz it's ur own book and u dun have to care about how others look at u. Recently i feel tt my thoughts are getting more clear and calm.. less childish too.. i feel.. and i think it's a pretty good thing..
I guess working is a really good thing too.. U get to learn more experiences; see realism and the act of human nature, and different ppl handling different situations on hand differently, be it tricky or not. BUT. the bad thing is i feel im slowly losing touch with ENGLISH. oh no. oh dear. tt's bad tt's bad. Better start reading up!
Oh yea, and recently im also in love with English romance kinda songs like Stars.. And these 2 words popped up in my mind while i was listening to my music on the streets today.. Here it goes..
"Hopelessly Romantic"
maybe i heard it somewhere in my life but can't remb whr i heard it from.. But well, it's a perfect combination tt emits a kind of light somehow(: Sweeet. I like;)
OK. ~ tt's all folks!~
HAHA.
love,
boonie
u can put the blame on fb and my new need for higher privacy, which led to my starting to write in a diary..
You know, I've finally found the joy of writing in a diary. Last time when i tried to write in a diary, e attempts all didnt last.. cos e diarys are too cute and i have to control my handwriting when i write on a nice piece of paper so tt i won't spoil it(tho e handwriting's still messy. HA.).. Or else it'd be tt i didnt really understand the principle tt u've got to write it in ur own style, ur own creative way, and not forcing urself to write in the format of those novel diaries and all...(which i cldn't grasp previously) But anw e joy of writing a diary is tt u can organise and understand ur thoughts better, and u don't have to restrict urself so much on what u write, cuz it's ur own book and u dun have to care about how others look at u. Recently i feel tt my thoughts are getting more clear and calm.. less childish too.. i feel.. and i think it's a pretty good thing..
I guess working is a really good thing too.. U get to learn more experiences; see realism and the act of human nature, and different ppl handling different situations on hand differently, be it tricky or not. BUT. the bad thing is i feel im slowly losing touch with ENGLISH. oh no. oh dear. tt's bad tt's bad. Better start reading up!
Oh yea, and recently im also in love with English romance kinda songs like Stars.. And these 2 words popped up in my mind while i was listening to my music on the streets today.. Here it goes..
"Hopelessly Romantic"
maybe i heard it somewhere in my life but can't remb whr i heard it from.. But well, it's a perfect combination tt emits a kind of light somehow(: Sweeet. I like;)
OK. ~ tt's all folks!~
HAHA.
love,
boonie
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Instead of saying outloud how i feel right at this moment, how do you think i should feel right now, waking up in the middle of the night at 4.29, staring at the screen in the chilling wind in my kitchen.
Idk, i actually woke up from a nightmare.. but that led some unhappy memories to my mind.. well, what can i say, this type of timing is just perfect for such memories to visit.
Well, i'd say, i've always been the type of person who'd try my best to get something that i want if i really really want it. Not to the extent that it'd be foolishly hurting someone, but the largest extent would be what i say fair competition irregardless of any other points.
Maybe you don't know what i'm talking about cuz it sounds too jumbled and complicated.. Putting it straight, let's just say for example if there's a guy that i really really like, i'd put away my dignity and 'chase' after this person until i get an answer that i want. even if things are complicated, like for example there's another girl who also happens to be a closefriend to this guy and likes him too. this is called fair competition. and of course i dun do these things without thinking it through. So long as the strong emotions and my determinations are present, i'd let myself go through what needs to be gone through to reach my destination even though i know it might (or would definitely) hurt myself in the process, or that it could end badly in a sense that things would be awkward. Just because i dun like to let things that i cherish to go past my life without putting in my best efforts to make it stay. And if i know that someone isn't suitable for me, i wouldnt delay his time, no, cos it wouldn't be fair for him, and i wouldnt want someone who likes me to be more miserable if i let question marks to be dragged on. it's selfish. this is me; very stubborn. i guess it's both good an bad. haha, what am i talking about. yes, everything has its own qualities and bad points yup.
Oh yea, but right now recalling these bad memories that's falling down from the sky like snowflakes is just plain painful. but hah! i chose it; i made these decisions in the past, and i remember me telling myself clearly that even if things doesnt work out the way i want it to be, i shouldnt be unhappy, and i should let go of it like letting sands fall from my hand; allowing it to be gone with the wind of fate and moving on happily becos i know i've tried.
this is what i want to tell the ppl whom it may concern in these fragments of memories:
Memory 1: I'm sorry; but i hate you too.
Memory 2: I'm sorry; i was just having problems with my confidence back then. it wasnt an attitude against you or anything. i know i've hurt you, i'm sorry& i didnt mean to do it. like i said, i wouldnt want someone who likes me to be hurt.
Memory 3: Were you just treating things in life a game? I dun like to play games, sorry. I had loved you, but now i see things clear, and i hate you.
Memory 4: I dun know what made me did these, but i guess it could be the strong emotions. I'd say, if time turns back, i'd nv have joined the club and make myself miserable like shit; spending my time and energy on something as useless as this. maybe i could have done better in As without this crapshit. i think i was like blind or something.
Memory 5: Sorry, it's not any of your faults, i admit it now. I'm angry, but i'm in fact angry with just my foolish self. i shouldnt have let appearances affect my own confidence, or i should have done something to save myself from the crapshits instead of seein myself literally falling helplessly. You know why i love JC the most amongst pri, sec and college? In primary school, we get pushed around by ppl because of our own innocence and fears. In secondary school we get pushed around by certain* people because we care too much for the wrong things; because of pressure, and because of inconfidence. In college, it's a brand new environment, and we get to start anew with life. it all began happily, until J2 when things started to go downhill, with all the problems clashing down at one frigging go. My own sudden lack of confidence that made me feel like redrawing from everyone; problems with friends; problems with studies.. I guess these are enough to drain myself spiritually. & i guess my changes were rather obvious.
Memory 6: What did u mean? i don't understand at all.. But nonetheless, thank you for the fragments of happy memories..:) and i'm sorry for some things too.
Sometimes i kinda don't understand myself.. sometimes it just feels like everything is your own fault. But after thinking through the stuffs once more, you'd know that, No! it's not like it's all your damn fault. you don't have to be so harsh with yourself. girl, it's like you're blaming yourself for all the things that went wrong.. when things shouldnt be like that at all. sure, u are partly at fault, but u've blamed yourself enough, even more than how much you should. what can we do now that all's said and done. So yea, it's time to move on with the white christmases. haha.. and don't be so foolish next time. Be resilient, and be practical with solutions, and be clear minded. haha. 当局者迷，旁观者清。医人比医自己困难。有时候我知道自己在无理取闹，但是当下可能其实我只是想要我在乎的人多关心一下我。虽然这种无理取闹的情绪带来的问题比安慰多。但算了。随风去吧。
Idk, i actually woke up from a nightmare.. but that led some unhappy memories to my mind.. well, what can i say, this type of timing is just perfect for such memories to visit.
Well, i'd say, i've always been the type of person who'd try my best to get something that i want if i really really want it. Not to the extent that it'd be foolishly hurting someone, but the largest extent would be what i say fair competition irregardless of any other points.
Maybe you don't know what i'm talking about cuz it sounds too jumbled and complicated.. Putting it straight, let's just say for example if there's a guy that i really really like, i'd put away my dignity and 'chase' after this person until i get an answer that i want. even if things are complicated, like for example there's another girl who also happens to be a closefriend to this guy and likes him too. this is called fair competition. and of course i dun do these things without thinking it through. So long as the strong emotions and my determinations are present, i'd let myself go through what needs to be gone through to reach my destination even though i know it might (or would definitely) hurt myself in the process, or that it could end badly in a sense that things would be awkward. Just because i dun like to let things that i cherish to go past my life without putting in my best efforts to make it stay. And if i know that someone isn't suitable for me, i wouldnt delay his time, no, cos it wouldn't be fair for him, and i wouldnt want someone who likes me to be more miserable if i let question marks to be dragged on. it's selfish. this is me; very stubborn. i guess it's both good an bad. haha, what am i talking about. yes, everything has its own qualities and bad points yup.
Oh yea, but right now recalling these bad memories that's falling down from the sky like snowflakes is just plain painful. but hah! i chose it; i made these decisions in the past, and i remember me telling myself clearly that even if things doesnt work out the way i want it to be, i shouldnt be unhappy, and i should let go of it like letting sands fall from my hand; allowing it to be gone with the wind of fate and moving on happily becos i know i've tried.
this is what i want to tell the ppl whom it may concern in these fragments of memories:
Memory 1: I'm sorry; but i hate you too.
Memory 2: I'm sorry; i was just having problems with my confidence back then. it wasnt an attitude against you or anything. i know i've hurt you, i'm sorry& i didnt mean to do it. like i said, i wouldnt want someone who likes me to be hurt.
Memory 3: Were you just treating things in life a game? I dun like to play games, sorry. I had loved you, but now i see things clear, and i hate you.
Memory 4: I dun know what made me did these, but i guess it could be the strong emotions. I'd say, if time turns back, i'd nv have joined the club and make myself miserable like shit; spending my time and energy on something as useless as this. maybe i could have done better in As without this crapshit. i think i was like blind or something.
Memory 5: Sorry, it's not any of your faults, i admit it now. I'm angry, but i'm in fact angry with just my foolish self. i shouldnt have let appearances affect my own confidence, or i should have done something to save myself from the crapshits instead of seein myself literally falling helplessly. You know why i love JC the most amongst pri, sec and college? In primary school, we get pushed around by ppl because of our own innocence and fears. In secondary school we get pushed around by certain* people because we care too much for the wrong things; because of pressure, and because of inconfidence. In college, it's a brand new environment, and we get to start anew with life. it all began happily, until J2 when things started to go downhill, with all the problems clashing down at one frigging go. My own sudden lack of confidence that made me feel like redrawing from everyone; problems with friends; problems with studies.. I guess these are enough to drain myself spiritually. & i guess my changes were rather obvious.
Memory 6: What did u mean? i don't understand at all.. But nonetheless, thank you for the fragments of happy memories..:) and i'm sorry for some things too.
Sometimes i kinda don't understand myself.. sometimes it just feels like everything is your own fault. But after thinking through the stuffs once more, you'd know that, No! it's not like it's all your damn fault. you don't have to be so harsh with yourself. girl, it's like you're blaming yourself for all the things that went wrong.. when things shouldnt be like that at all. sure, u are partly at fault, but u've blamed yourself enough, even more than how much you should. what can we do now that all's said and done. So yea, it's time to move on with the white christmases. haha.. and don't be so foolish next time. Be resilient, and be practical with solutions, and be clear minded. haha. 当局者迷，旁观者清。医人比医自己困难。有时候我知道自己在无理取闹，但是当下可能其实我只是想要我在乎的人多关心一下我。虽然这种无理取闹的情绪带来的问题比安慰多。但算了。随风去吧。
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
Today's a fine day~ Not really in terms of weather! but in terms of mood and all.. Went out with Maira to Orchard.. We were looking for Cathay Cineleisure.. But were unsure of its location haha.. Orchard-痴.. But we saw the Shaw house so anw we went there.. Initially tot there werent anymore 'Remember Me' movie.. but turned out Shaw house was still playing it:D So we bought the 2.15 tickets.. It was only 1++ when we reached the place.. So we chatted and got some bubble tea while waiting.. Each -a-cup's bubble tea is sUper sweeet can.. i didnt manage to finish it.. and the pearls were SupEr chewy.. too chewy for me.. haha..
And so we the time passed and we went for the movie.. My rating for the movie.... 1.5Stars.. haha.. My god the movie was boring. hahaha.. except for the last part that made me cry.. the rest was... like.. no climax.... haha.. Maira was rather interested in Shutter Island which i think is SCARY. haha.. by leonardo dicarprio.. well anw.. back to the movie.. I was rather restless thruout.. haha.. but well.. managed to sit thru it! i tot i'd cry for the movie.. and indeed i did.. luckily i wiped off my eyeliner b4 entering the cinema.. cuz it's non-waterproof.. haha..
Later we went shopping~She bought a top, while I bought some stockings and a wallet from Mango:D A brown leather wallet.. haha.. shall show some pics below.. first time buy stuff from mango.. wakakaka.. >:D abit Sua Gu. HAHA. oh well.
Btw, i'm rewatching... Totoro!:D
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Super CUTE. my next fav after inuyasha^^ Dun wry.. i still love inuyasha:D
Gdnight~ tml there's work. boo.. nvm.. i'm working till end of this month onlY.~~
And so we the time passed and we went for the movie.. My rating for the movie.... 1.5Stars.. haha.. My god the movie was boring. hahaha.. except for the last part that made me cry.. the rest was... like.. no climax.... haha.. Maira was rather interested in Shutter Island which i think is SCARY. haha.. by leonardo dicarprio.. well anw.. back to the movie.. I was rather restless thruout.. haha.. but well.. managed to sit thru it! i tot i'd cry for the movie.. and indeed i did.. luckily i wiped off my eyeliner b4 entering the cinema.. cuz it's non-waterproof.. haha..
Later we went shopping~She bought a top, while I bought some stockings and a wallet from Mango:D A brown leather wallet.. haha.. shall show some pics below.. first time buy stuff from mango.. wakakaka.. >:D abit Sua Gu. HAHA. oh well.
Btw, i'm rewatching... Totoro!:D
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Super CUTE. my next fav after inuyasha^^ Dun wry.. i still love inuyasha:DGdnight~ tml there's work. boo.. nvm.. i'm working till end of this month onlY.~~
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Told my boss I'd work till the end of this month.. He is the NICEST boss I've ever met(Not that i have had alot of bosses) But yea, u get what i mean:) I'm sort of in a dilemma.. I wna work but i'm sick of working.. But after reading some biographies, i feel like challenging myself to earn more money for the company through some new experiments.. I'm actually a very ironic person.. Or is everyone like that..? e.g. I'm confident, yet insecure. Dno what's wrong with me either.. I'm a very independent person(at least to a large extent), yet i'm very dependent on ppl, in a sense that sometimes i need ppl's recognisions and approvals when i do something. Sometimes this can be tiring. It can be good in a way whereby i'm polite to ppl and i know the basic ways to treat ppl. dun be surprised that nowadays not much ppl noes how to treat others with basic courtesy anymore, let alone go the extra mile without being asked to do so. In my opinion, this society is very much self-centred and self-contradictory. The way i have become moulded by this society is NEgative. U dun feel happy and great if u dun have ur own mindset and thinking AND the ability to open ur mind to listen to others' opinions at a neutral stand. i dun noe. i just feel that it'd be a disaster to leave ur fate in the hands of the society cuz ppl are selfish and u won't get what u want even if u worked hard for it, unless u do it smart. Well, anyway, i hope i'm on the right track towards my life destination now. There're afew obstacles in my sight right now which i'm sure i haVe to get rid if i want to breakthrough this vicious cycle in front of me. but it's gna hurt if i'm gna throw this away. It's like asking a rich woman to throw away her precious diamond in order to grant her a wish that would be better for her life. HAH. what an analogy. whatever. something like that.. I remember the days in J1 when everything were new, and i could be myself, and everything were good,& ppl were nice. I loved it. i could do what i want and i even stepped out of my comfort zone to host for afew events.. where some were mediocre performances, and some were fantastic. Wish I'd have the chance to live such a life again. Maybe i should open up my mind and sort out what i want again.
Soliloquy:
*******Slowly we recognize and some sorta know who will be there for long, no matter what happens. let's be contented with what we have, even if it weren't expected; even if part of the truth hurts. cuz this is life and reality. Don't let someone else's heck care become a burden on ur shoulders, cos they dun even care in the first place ya?*********
Soliloquy:
*******Slowly we recognize and some sorta know who will be there for long, no matter what happens. let's be contented with what we have, even if it weren't expected; even if part of the truth hurts. cuz this is life and reality. Don't let someone else's heck care become a burden on ur shoulders, cos they dun even care in the first place ya?*********
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
what momo said is true.. It's better to have a few true friends than alot of fine weather friends.
Wad is friendship? This is a tough question.
Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.
* Elbert Hubbard
My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, you've had a great life.
* Lee Iacocca
It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it.
* W. Somerset Maugham
Friendship is constant in all other things
Save in the office and affairs of love.
* William Shakespeare
"You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can by trying to get other people interested in you." -- Dale Carnegie
"You can hardly make a friend in a year, but you can easily offend one in an hour." -- Chinese Proverb
"It is the friends that you can call at 4 A.M. that matter." -- Marlene Dietrich
Wad is friendship? This is a tough question.
Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you.
* Elbert Hubbard
My father always used to say that when you die, if you've got five real friends, you've had a great life.
* Lee Iacocca
It's no good trying to keep up old friendships. It's painful for both sides. The fact is, one grows out of people, and the only thing is to face it.
* W. Somerset Maugham
Friendship is constant in all other things
Save in the office and affairs of love.
* William Shakespeare
"You can make more friends in two months by becoming interested in other people than you can by trying to get other people interested in you." -- Dale Carnegie
"You can hardly make a friend in a year, but you can easily offend one in an hour." -- Chinese Proverb
"It is the friends that you can call at 4 A.M. that matter." -- Marlene Dietrich
"A friend can tell you things you don't want to tell yourself." -- Frances Ward Weller
Friends are born, not made.
* Henry Adams
"To know someone here or there with whom you can feel there is understanding in spite of distances or thoughts expressed ~ That can make life a garden."
-Goethe
"A friend is a gift you give yourself."
-Robert Louis Stevenson
What is frendship? What is love?
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Somehow i feel, some of the best qualities a human can have are: sincerity, appreciativeness, intelligence, health& courage... Wad do you think?
Oh yes, and looks. oops.. superficial much.. but still i think it's still rather important... in this superficial world.
Anw, i've just realised, the easiest way to get some quick happiness is to shop.. haha.. It feels so good to get the stuffs that you want, feeling that u've put in the efforts to work and thus you deserve it:) Currently hooked up with Hula& Co. clothes.. and some of Charles and Keith stuff:o)
Let's make our lives more meaningful and happier by sorting out of mind and deciding which and who are the important things and people in our lives. I shall stop clinging onto stuff that slowly but will gradually suck out my energy. Life's short:)
Btw! went to visit the National museum today! Visited the Quest for Immortality Egypt artefacts exhibition.. Very interesting! Should go walk around if u're free too.. Students' admissions are free.. I went w my sis.. But now still not student so have to pay $16:X Then went Orchard and Amk hub to do some shopping:) haha.. Buaiz~
Oh yes, and looks. oops.. superficial much.. but still i think it's still rather important... in this superficial world.
Anw, i've just realised, the easiest way to get some quick happiness is to shop.. haha.. It feels so good to get the stuffs that you want, feeling that u've put in the efforts to work and thus you deserve it:) Currently hooked up with Hula& Co. clothes.. and some of Charles and Keith stuff:o)
Let's make our lives more meaningful and happier by sorting out of mind and deciding which and who are the important things and people in our lives. I shall stop clinging onto stuff that slowly but will gradually suck out my energy. Life's short:)
Btw! went to visit the National museum today! Visited the Quest for Immortality Egypt artefacts exhibition.. Very interesting! Should go walk around if u're free too.. Students' admissions are free.. I went w my sis.. But now still not student so have to pay $16:X Then went Orchard and Amk hub to do some shopping:) haha.. Buaiz~
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Feel like buying a watch.. but can't bear to part with my $$!~ haha.. wait till i really need it ba! If wna buy, buy a good one:) Got influenced y e Vagary advertisments at the City Hall MRT.. haha.. Everyday have to see the advertisements twice.. It feels like i'm reading e catalogue when i walk pass the ads.. haha.. Very pretty watches they have! haha!
Monday, March 8, 2010
Wahseh... Just watched 妻子的诱惑.. Frigging blood boiling... It's partly because of this kind of man that's why woman must be more independent and strong.. Sometimes even stronger than them.. Just to protect ourselves.. Haiz.. This Encai.. so poor thing.. IF I WERE HER! I'd have divorced at the 10th episode.. She still can tahan till episode20++... Haha.. siao ady me.. Her in- laws are lyk frigging BAD can. and she's so naive.. I think mean in-laws are such a tragedy.. I had a colleague who had mean in-laws.. So poor thing.. came from cambodia and still have to tolerate such treatments.. Think foreigners so good to push around isit..? Next time they had better experience themselves being ALONE in a foreign country almost permanently.. See if they still dare to treat ppl so mean >:D hehe.. Haiz.... so poor thing............
Oh yes! JIAYI! *waves like mad back* HAHA. thanks for reading, and thanks for your advice! Actually i didnt give up psychology! I just wanted more time to confirm if what i want IS really psychology.. so tt i won't regret my choice! haha.. But now dno whether can anot.. Pray for me!:D
Oh yes! JIAYI! *waves like mad back* HAHA. thanks for reading, and thanks for your advice! Actually i didnt give up psychology! I just wanted more time to confirm if what i want IS really psychology.. so tt i won't regret my choice! haha.. But now dno whether can anot.. Pray for me!:D
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
If anyone still bothers to read my stagnant blog, and happens to also wonder how i fared for A Levels, here's my results.. Not veh gd.. But if u're dying to know..
Chinese Lit B
Maths C
Econs C
Mother tongue B
Project work A
General Paper C
General studies in chinese C
D:!
haha.. oh well.. wad can i do? it's fixed ady.. Hope i can get into Psychology... Pray for me ya..
quite disappointed about maths and CLL and GP and GSC..Expected A for CLL, A or B for GSC and GP, and hoped for a B for maths.. yikes.
But one of the best thing is to get a C for econs.. PHEW. srsly. I expected a D man. luckily lor..
I have actually not much of an idea of what i should apply for Uni.. or NIE?? It's either Psychology or English at NIE i think.. haha.. u must be shocked to see the word English.. but yea i like english alot.. GP was one of my better subjects back in sch.. E essay writing part.. it's always e compre that pull me down.. same for Chinese.. Love writing argumentative essays.. I think this time it's oso e compre tt pulled me down ba.. haiz..
Actually i dun have any idea what i should study de.. I just can't make up my mind.. but.. jus now when i look at the websites again, i realise i can fall asleep reading the contents of teaching for some of the courses, but not so for psychology.. I can even smile.. It's really very interesting.. Don't discourage me.. I have enough ppl discouraging me from taking psychology ady.. My parents, my sis, my friends.. but srsly, that's e only thing that i want to learn more about, up to the level of professionalism.. I know it's not easy, i nv said it's easy. But if it's something i lyk, it would be much more satisfying and suitable for me right? If there's anything u want to tell me about, pls speak in a more neutral and 'concrete facts' kind of manner.. What i need is facts and not merely opinions..Tell me more about it, and let me decide it myself.. And dun say things to me lyk: 'Then u go and take lor!' to me.. Cuz it's obviously insincere and sarcastic and it brings us to no whr but misery..
Nyways, i just had the urge to send my applications in to apply for the courses that i want.. then can stop thinking about all these.. it's so exhausting and tiring to make all these important decisions.. I hope i'll get into NUS... i hope.....
Tml have to work again.. I'll prolly go have a late night visit to esplanade again the day after tml.. It's great to sit under the night sky, in the open space, and look at the river and city lights and the lights coming from the buildings.. veh colourful.. And u can think about wad u want to do, sort your mind out, and all.. Or u can just stare into space and not think about anything.. I like e peace over there.. Very comforting.. except sometimes u'll hear some bunches and groups making loud noises nearby.. But it's alright, it's quite safe there.. There're police patrolling around the place...
Oh ya.. i havent book the tickets for Sarah Chang's concert.. and i haven't register for my dance class.. damn it.. if i dun register by next week, i think i'll ask shermaine to teach me piano.. I want to learn something new!!!!!! Though my new love is violin..
Alright.. that's about all for today.. Cheerios.. I think the most important thing we can do now is to be resilient and move on, and see what we can do next.. Though it's definitely easier said than done.. Jiayou..
Chinese Lit B
Maths C
Econs C
Mother tongue B
Project work A
General Paper C
General studies in chinese C
D:!
haha.. oh well.. wad can i do? it's fixed ady.. Hope i can get into Psychology... Pray for me ya..
quite disappointed about maths and CLL and GP and GSC..Expected A for CLL, A or B for GSC and GP, and hoped for a B for maths.. yikes.
But one of the best thing is to get a C for econs.. PHEW. srsly. I expected a D man. luckily lor..
I have actually not much of an idea of what i should apply for Uni.. or NIE?? It's either Psychology or English at NIE i think.. haha.. u must be shocked to see the word English.. but yea i like english alot.. GP was one of my better subjects back in sch.. E essay writing part.. it's always e compre that pull me down.. same for Chinese.. Love writing argumentative essays.. I think this time it's oso e compre tt pulled me down ba.. haiz..
Actually i dun have any idea what i should study de.. I just can't make up my mind.. but.. jus now when i look at the websites again, i realise i can fall asleep reading the contents of teaching for some of the courses, but not so for psychology.. I can even smile.. It's really very interesting.. Don't discourage me.. I have enough ppl discouraging me from taking psychology ady.. My parents, my sis, my friends.. but srsly, that's e only thing that i want to learn more about, up to the level of professionalism.. I know it's not easy, i nv said it's easy. But if it's something i lyk, it would be much more satisfying and suitable for me right? If there's anything u want to tell me about, pls speak in a more neutral and 'concrete facts' kind of manner.. What i need is facts and not merely opinions..Tell me more about it, and let me decide it myself.. And dun say things to me lyk: 'Then u go and take lor!' to me.. Cuz it's obviously insincere and sarcastic and it brings us to no whr but misery..
Nyways, i just had the urge to send my applications in to apply for the courses that i want.. then can stop thinking about all these.. it's so exhausting and tiring to make all these important decisions.. I hope i'll get into NUS... i hope.....
Tml have to work again.. I'll prolly go have a late night visit to esplanade again the day after tml.. It's great to sit under the night sky, in the open space, and look at the river and city lights and the lights coming from the buildings.. veh colourful.. And u can think about wad u want to do, sort your mind out, and all.. Or u can just stare into space and not think about anything.. I like e peace over there.. Very comforting.. except sometimes u'll hear some bunches and groups making loud noises nearby.. But it's alright, it's quite safe there.. There're police patrolling around the place...
Oh ya.. i havent book the tickets for Sarah Chang's concert.. and i haven't register for my dance class.. damn it.. if i dun register by next week, i think i'll ask shermaine to teach me piano.. I want to learn something new!!!!!! Though my new love is violin..
Alright.. that's about all for today.. Cheerios.. I think the most important thing we can do now is to be resilient and move on, and see what we can do next.. Though it's definitely easier said than done.. Jiayou..
Monday, March 1, 2010
Haven't really update my blog for quite long.. Let's talk.. haha..
I'm currently working at Nails Nirvana, with 2 great bosses, and nice colleagues.. Oh well, not a fine weather day everyday, but it's still quite alright:) Good pay, and pretty good environment.. But no, i'm not a manicurist.. I'm a promoter.. haha.. I might just change my job to manicurist in mid May... so anw, life has been busy.. all about work, work and more work.. But good thing it's quite enjoyable.. just that sometimes it's abit tiring..
E best thing to do is to go shopping on my off day, and watch tv after my work:D haha.. currently i'm watching 妻子的诱惑.. got attracted to it while i was at my workplace.. haha.. they have a huge tv there.. weekdays 7pm... quite nice! About this woman whose husband fell for her best friend; they betrayed her and tried to kill her.. but it didn't work out, and they didn't know.. She was saved and went back as such a beautiful woman that nobody could recognise, and took her revenge.. Korean drama..
Anw, really hope e kbox session will be on on thursday.. I need to vent some of my frustrations! And do my facial:D haha.. my current working company does facial too:)
Omg, Friday could be our results taking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't believe it man.. Dunno wad to do if anything bad happens.. choy choy.. Prolly go NIE ba.. or poly.. HMM....... dno la.. Pray hard.. & hope for e best.. 12am liaoz.. gtg zzZ..
Good night world, sweet dreams..
I'm currently working at Nails Nirvana, with 2 great bosses, and nice colleagues.. Oh well, not a fine weather day everyday, but it's still quite alright:) Good pay, and pretty good environment.. But no, i'm not a manicurist.. I'm a promoter.. haha.. I might just change my job to manicurist in mid May... so anw, life has been busy.. all about work, work and more work.. But good thing it's quite enjoyable.. just that sometimes it's abit tiring..
E best thing to do is to go shopping on my off day, and watch tv after my work:D haha.. currently i'm watching 妻子的诱惑.. got attracted to it while i was at my workplace.. haha.. they have a huge tv there.. weekdays 7pm... quite nice! About this woman whose husband fell for her best friend; they betrayed her and tried to kill her.. but it didn't work out, and they didn't know.. She was saved and went back as such a beautiful woman that nobody could recognise, and took her revenge.. Korean drama..
Anw, really hope e kbox session will be on on thursday.. I need to vent some of my frustrations! And do my facial:D haha.. my current working company does facial too:)
Omg, Friday could be our results taking day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't believe it man.. Dunno wad to do if anything bad happens.. choy choy.. Prolly go NIE ba.. or poly.. HMM....... dno la.. Pray hard.. & hope for e best.. 12am liaoz.. gtg zzZ..
Good night world, sweet dreams..
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
Though im kinda lag, Still i wna say...
我要看《风声》！
It was out last year.. The actors and actresses were lyk e nominees for 金马奖.. whether they got e award or not idk.. cos i dun follow award kinda ceremonies and all.. PLUS! my fav actress 周迅 got act inside.. so i wna watch.. 苏有朋 from 情深深雨蒙蒙、黄小明 from 新上海滩 etc etc!
我要看《风声》！
It was out last year.. The actors and actresses were lyk e nominees for 金马奖.. whether they got e award or not idk.. cos i dun follow award kinda ceremonies and all.. PLUS! my fav actress 周迅 got act inside.. so i wna watch.. 苏有朋 from 情深深雨蒙蒙、黄小明 from 新上海滩 etc etc!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Displeased about being forgotten. :( Tho i didnt expect returns when i cared, offered advices, was there for him/her when he/she need it, i didnt expect evrything to be so easily forgotten too. Srsly, such a feeling sucks. Feeling lyk what u've done for a close friend wasn't even worth a conclusion in his/ her life. sucks. sianz.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
I've put up some new songs:D First one is Chris Daughtry's "Open Up Your Eyes".. I love this song alot.. I listen to it when i'm angry, sad, frustrated or need to destress.. haha.. I kinda lyk its lyrics.. It's really nice, and i'd kinda tear up abit when i listen to its lyrics carefully.. Though it's just fictional.. I mean u can't possily agree with the lyrics cos it's just not right.. It's not as if one would be better if they die.. Suicide COUld be understandable, but it's never RIGht. I would never say tt suicide is a right decision. NEVer. No matter how tough things are, how much i feel lyk just banging the wall.. haha.. I think i'm still resilient and logical enough to seek solution; not end my life or what.. yea.. Btw, I really like Chris Daughtry alot.. I love e songs he sing, though i've only heard Over you, Spetember and this song.. Over You accompanied me through a period of time and gave me the strength and movtivation to discover myself, which is the stronger, better me right now. Different from the weakling in sec school. His voice is full of strength and he sings with emotions.. *heart*
Welp, anws, e second song is Olivia's I'll move on.. It's a touching song though i ain't christian.. But somehow, sometimes, though the lyrics are positive, i still feel abit sad listening to it.. haha..
The rest are some of the songs i had put up last time.. yep...
Anw, Thurs I went to AMK, Bugis, and Far East altogether.. But the most surprising thing is that I didn't buy anything except and Indian slippers and a pair of ear studs.. Really simple and elegant one... Slippers i bought from Amk hub Code Red.. $26.30 after discount.. very bling..! Their clothes oso very nice=) haha.. and studs from watts in..$17 bucks.. quite exp.. but i lyk..
Anw, one lesson that i had learnt today is, Never look down on customers. A Five dollar service could turn into a $10, then a $20, then a $320! Wow, yea? Srsly, i wasn't even pleased to serve him at first cuz he spoke broken English.. sory for being superficial.. my bad:( But he was very generous.. He asked about the strawberry nose thing... I told him 5 bucks.. then turned out to be 10 bucks.. But he didn't even so much Blink an eye when he took out e 10 bucks notes fr his wallet.. Then later i pushed him for e 3 in 1 nose package.. And again, he didnt blink when he took out another 10.. Well The beautician made him get e facial package of $300.. I dun noe if he did at least blink perhaps once this time.. hahaha.. But yea, tt's my lesson learned today..!
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And i just wna mention, a publicised self note, that regarding something i once regretted in the past, that It wasn't, and would never be a mistake for my decision made. I promise. Albeit the fact that it was a rash decision made out of guilt and kindness(somehow), now that i think about it months later, i've decided tt it wasnt a wrong decision, and i wouldnt regret about it no more=) Yup, tt's about it..
Bye!
Welp, anws, e second song is Olivia's I'll move on.. It's a touching song though i ain't christian.. But somehow, sometimes, though the lyrics are positive, i still feel abit sad listening to it.. haha..
The rest are some of the songs i had put up last time.. yep...
Anw, Thurs I went to AMK, Bugis, and Far East altogether.. But the most surprising thing is that I didn't buy anything except and Indian slippers and a pair of ear studs.. Really simple and elegant one... Slippers i bought from Amk hub Code Red.. $26.30 after discount.. very bling..! Their clothes oso very nice=) haha.. and studs from watts in..$17 bucks.. quite exp.. but i lyk..
Anw, one lesson that i had learnt today is, Never look down on customers. A Five dollar service could turn into a $10, then a $20, then a $320! Wow, yea? Srsly, i wasn't even pleased to serve him at first cuz he spoke broken English.. sory for being superficial.. my bad:( But he was very generous.. He asked about the strawberry nose thing... I told him 5 bucks.. then turned out to be 10 bucks.. But he didn't even so much Blink an eye when he took out e 10 bucks notes fr his wallet.. Then later i pushed him for e 3 in 1 nose package.. And again, he didnt blink when he took out another 10.. Well The beautician made him get e facial package of $300.. I dun noe if he did at least blink perhaps once this time.. hahaha.. But yea, tt's my lesson learned today..!
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And i just wna mention, a publicised self note, that regarding something i once regretted in the past, that It wasn't, and would never be a mistake for my decision made. I promise. Albeit the fact that it was a rash decision made out of guilt and kindness(somehow), now that i think about it months later, i've decided tt it wasnt a wrong decision, and i wouldnt regret about it no more=) Yup, tt's about it..
Bye!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
I never knew that looking for jobs could be such a troublesome and hard task until now. haha.
anw, i'm such a big head. i didnt put up e music bar the last time i tot i did. haha. so, sorry, & enjoy. haha.. srsly i wonder how many actually reads my blog.. haha.. nvm.. self entertain!=) hahaha..
Anw, i have a new idol: (晏) 彭于晏~~~~~~~~~:DDDD
Super duper cute. i love his character in 《蜂蜜幸运草》.. Very funny, very weird, but kind and smart. 超有性格！
Anw, recently, im up to::::
Country Story!
&
新上海滩！
haha.. yes.. lagg again.. country story's been up for such a long time.. but i've only started playing it like... yest or the day before.. hope i'll level up soon!:D
新上海滩 is such an AWESOME drama. better than many other shows today... It has depth, suspense, violence, romance, realism, gd looking men& women.. everything is good. haha.. go watch if u're free ba! I'm gna watch now.. bye!
anw, i'm such a big head. i didnt put up e music bar the last time i tot i did. haha. so, sorry, & enjoy. haha.. srsly i wonder how many actually reads my blog.. haha.. nvm.. self entertain!=) hahaha..
Anw, i have a new idol: (晏) 彭于晏~~~~~~~~~:DDDD
Super duper cute. i love his character in 《蜂蜜幸运草》.. Very funny, very weird, but kind and smart. 超有性格！Anw, recently, im up to::::
Country Story!
&
新上海滩！
haha.. yes.. lagg again.. country story's been up for such a long time.. but i've only started playing it like... yest or the day before.. hope i'll level up soon!:D
新上海滩 is such an AWESOME drama. better than many other shows today... It has depth, suspense, violence, romance, realism, gd looking men& women.. everything is good. haha.. go watch if u're free ba! I'm gna watch now.. bye!
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
There's something wrong with blogger anD my keyboard.. so irritating.. anw, sorry for the late reply to priya and heng heng's comments! gomen-ne! hehe.
To priya!: Yes, u're absolutely right..! i need an open roof top to stargaze! koala knows me very well!:DDD
Heng heng world!: yea! i'll go to the open house.. but do you know when it'll be held? & im also considering accounting but i have noo idea wad it's all about.. wad they learn and all... do u? tell me more! Thanks for the advices!:)))
I wish i can work in the police force, navy, army, air force next time. totally cool.
Anw, i've watched Avatar..! haha.. somehow, i've got the same feeling towards it as i have for Titanic.. I dun worship them.. but i think they're nice.. I especially like the fact that it's got a huge portion of it screened in real life in forests, new zealand etc.. It'll e so cool to be in such a beautiful forest IF u know u'll be safe.. hahaha..
Anw, the new wardrobe will be delivered here tml~ so eggciting!
Gna watch you-tubey. Buaiz~ ;)
To priya!: Yes, u're absolutely right..! i need an open roof top to stargaze! koala knows me very well!:DDD
Heng heng world!: yea! i'll go to the open house.. but do you know when it'll be held? & im also considering accounting but i have noo idea wad it's all about.. wad they learn and all... do u? tell me more! Thanks for the advices!:)))
I wish i can work in the police force, navy, army, air force next time. totally cool.
Anw, i've watched Avatar..! haha.. somehow, i've got the same feeling towards it as i have for Titanic.. I dun worship them.. but i think they're nice.. I especially like the fact that it's got a huge portion of it screened in real life in forests, new zealand etc.. It'll e so cool to be in such a beautiful forest IF u know u'll be safe.. hahaha..
Anw, the new wardrobe will be delivered here tml~ so eggciting!
Gna watch you-tubey. Buaiz~ ;)
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Hey........... Was I conned???
I never thought I'd have the chAnce to even think thrice on such issues. But right now the situation is, i actually signed some forms and decided on opening an account for savings.. WELL, the person said he was from POSB. But now idk. ZZZZZZZ. terrile right? How? I really duno how.
I went back to the place to see if they were still there today, but they weren't. So i told e customer service counter about it and they said they'd contact me again tml. and i called many banks and insurance companies to check if they had such promotions and policies. but to no avail that is. sucks.
I'm gonna wait for afew more days for them to send me anymore information. I think it's probably some insurance company. I hope so. I have no documents, no idea wad's his name, no idea wad's their company. If he was a conman, i hope he'd just take e 70 and leave me alone. Wad i'm worried about the most is the stuff i signed and thumbprinted. I was sO STUPID. man. I srsly DON't know what got to me that day cuz i'm usually very careful about such stuffs. Pray for me ya? u duno how worried I am. I'll probably create a new account and transfer my acct money.
Does anyone know anything like tt? I wasn't the only one who signed e stuff.. There were quite alot of ppl if im not wrong. It was at Tiong Bahru anw.
I hope it is an insurance company only. That way i can cancel my plan. Wad else can i do?
I think i've turned dumb. Have I? Oh god.
I never thought I'd have the chAnce to even think thrice on such issues. But right now the situation is, i actually signed some forms and decided on opening an account for savings.. WELL, the person said he was from POSB. But now idk. ZZZZZZZ. terrile right? How? I really duno how.
I went back to the place to see if they were still there today, but they weren't. So i told e customer service counter about it and they said they'd contact me again tml. and i called many banks and insurance companies to check if they had such promotions and policies. but to no avail that is. sucks.
I'm gonna wait for afew more days for them to send me anymore information. I think it's probably some insurance company. I hope so. I have no documents, no idea wad's his name, no idea wad's their company. If he was a conman, i hope he'd just take e 70 and leave me alone. Wad i'm worried about the most is the stuff i signed and thumbprinted. I was sO STUPID. man. I srsly DON't know what got to me that day cuz i'm usually very careful about such stuffs. Pray for me ya? u duno how worried I am. I'll probably create a new account and transfer my acct money.
Does anyone know anything like tt? I wasn't the only one who signed e stuff.. There were quite alot of ppl if im not wrong. It was at Tiong Bahru anw.
I hope it is an insurance company only. That way i can cancel my plan. Wad else can i do?
I think i've turned dumb. Have I? Oh god.
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